http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com Just another WordPress weblog Tue, 19 Jan 2010 21:20:26 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I weighed.  Okay I know I shouldn't have weighed because it's evening, i've just eaten and i'm dressed in Jeans and a Jumper... but surely I can't seriously be 16 stone 10??????? I must admit, I am very gutted. I'm going to weigh again in the morning...  And i've decided I'm ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2010/01/19/holy-crap-no-it-cant-be/ I have been sooo good today - okay, I haven't exercised like I originally wanted to, but I have eaten rather less calories than I normally do - not enough fruit and veg mind you.  I ended up not having any lunch as work rolled into dinner time, but I ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2010/01/18/the-dreaded-chocolate-orange/ Well it wasn't quite so bad!  I managed to walk past all of the easter eggs, the crisps, sweets, chocolate - and for once I didn't even want any.. I'm sick of it (at the moment!)  I bought some porridge, some pepsi max (no sugar! no calories!), some mullerlight yoghurts ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2010/01/18/my-first-trip-into-tesco/ It feels like my world has been turned upside down since I last posted... My dad passed away last year, I'm still with the boyfriend who thinks I'm fat... My mum has moved in with me who has a pretty awful diet and I'm now, wait for it, 16 stone ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2010/01/17/ok-readers-i-am-back-and-im-gonna-do-it-this-time/ As I mentioned yesterday, I have rejoined weight watchers online (I've never been one for meetings!) and I have also ordered a bunch of related books on ebay to help me with this whole kick start thing rather than going at it blind.  Today's menu plan looks like this...Breakfast: 2 Weetabix ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/07/02/weight-watchers/ I'm becoming increasingly more upset with every single comment my new boyfriend makes about my weight.  Every single day he complains about my lack of training, my bad eating pattern and the fact that I could do so much better.  He told me that I wasn't going on holiday with ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/07/01/back-on-track-i-think/ Well I know I should have started by now but money is tight and i'm carless at the moment so getting food shopping is a little difficult.  I have a printed list of all the food I need to buy from tesco I just need to get there and do ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/03/04/havent-started-the-diet-yet/ Last night I spent an enjoyable evening talking to one of my friends who seems to always put me in a better mood once I've talked with him.  We were talking a lot about the way I am feeling and my weight in general and he said to me that ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/02/28/the-dreaded-weigh-in/ I overslept.  Poor excuse I know but before I knew it, it was evening and I like to weigh first thing in the morning... every little lb helps! I will be weighing in the next couple of days so stay posted.  My new boyfriend has offered to personal train me involving ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/02/23/havent-weighed-yet/ First thing tomorrow morning I am weighing.  I am shit scared too!  I have got a new man who I care for a lot and he is one of the athletic type guys who girls like me drool over.  Anyway, I want to look good naked so I am going ... http://www.diaryofasugaraddict.com/index.php/2008/02/21/ive-made-the-decision-to-weigh/