The dreaded weigh in….

Last night I spent an enjoyable evening talking to one of my friends who seems to always put me in a better mood once I’ve talked with him.  We were talking a lot about the way I am feeling and my weight in general and he said to me that if it’s something I want that badly, I can make it happen.   I haven’t been that sensible recently in that I have gone for periods of up to 48 hours without eating and after eating a big meal making myself sick.   I know this is dangerous and won’t work and that I need to stop it so I opened up to him and came clean about everything.I feel a lot more positive this morning and I even stepped on the scales to see 15 stone 2.  I can’t remember the last time I was under 15 stone but I’m going to make it my mission to get there.  I joined tesco diets last night to get some recipe ideas so stay posted!