Highs and Lows!.

I really don’t know whats happening to me at the moment… I have been going from excited to angry to crying in the space of half an hour all day! This morning we were waken by Curry’s delivery drivers with our new TV.. God its a beast. It sits just nicely in our living room and I can’t wait until they have our hdmi dvd player in stock.

I went straight to the gym after a quick piece of wholemeal toast and glass of pure orange juice. I’ve changed my routine around now so that I do 3 days straight cardio and 2 days weight training. I found it a big struggle today after having those few days off. I did my 40 minutes then ran out of there as fast as I could lol.

All day I have been working and tidying up our place. We seem to gather so much junk its unbelievable. Today I tackled the kitchen / living room. Its a big 28 foot long room I had a bit of a bad night last night junk food wise – I hit the maltesers at our mates house. I’m a bugger for them and I know I shouldn’t have had any at all, but at the time I thought a few wouldn’t hurt. I’m just ordering a new book – “Chocolate Busters” – how to kick the habit which explains more about the sugar versus cocaine thing. I hope it will hit a nerve and stop me for good. Supposedly a lot of people have been 8 months clean without even a bite of chocolate so maybe there is hope for me.